Getting this out of my head

PROMPT:

• The girls I think want to date me, I don’t want to date.
• The girls I want to date, don’t want to date me.

QUESTIONS that haunt my mind:

• Am I that disgusting?
• Am I that boring?
• Am I shallow?
• Am I blind?
• Am I picky?
• Am I wicked?
• Is it worth trying?
• Should I forget about it and spend more time on myself?
• Why have I let myself get to be 28 and like this?

STATEMENTS I tell myself:

• You are pretty amazing.
• You’re doing a lot of things really well.
• Yes, you can be more righteous.
• Yes, you can be healthier.
• You know what you need to do.
• Being unmarried at 28 doesn’t make you wicked, incomplete, or a sad state of a man.

What the SPIRIT tells me:

• To find happiness in this life you only have to do 4 things.
• Remember Moses and the Brazen Serpent.

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